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Mar. 27th, 2007 | 11:44 pm

am I really that fake?

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new journal

Mar. 16th, 2007 | 12:01 pm

I finally set up my new journal today. I've spent several house finding a good icon, thinking up ideas, and shit, and finding the perfect layout.

I'll be so glad to leave some stuff in this journal behind.

re-add me at


I made a new aim, too,


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Feb. 10th, 2007 | 03:24 pm

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you're not honest, you never could be

Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 02:28 am

[mood| pensive]
[music| bayside - don't call me peanut]

we always want what we can't have. and we never appreciate what we do have. unless you're one of the lucky ones, and you actually have what you want.

you could glorify or uglify anything depending upon how you word things. how you present yourself or said topic. you can lie enough, or thread in enough metaphors to get anyone to relate to anything.

i want to be one of his good friends, i want to have some place in his life. she has this, as well as the pretty words, the pretty face, the nice figure. who wouldn't want her?

who would want me?

what good does the truth do, really? it only hurts. and it's not worth it. what good is it when you've been lied to so much you can't believe anything?

i want to be something to you. but i'm not good enough. and i never will be. if i could set aside my fears and live, i would, but it's not that easy.

maybe that's why i can't let this go so easily. you change my views on real love, or lack thereof. really, when you want something badly enough, you'll take it in any form, real or no.

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Please? It'd mean a lot to me.

Nov. 8th, 2006 | 07:30 pm

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

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Nov. 30th, 2005 | 04:34 pm

tell me where you found me &
why you want me to add you.

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